♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009
truth hurts.
i waited.
i got the answer.
i knew i would hate what's awaiting me.
but i faced it.
i knew you'd think i am over reacting,
maybe it's the way i put across.
but i just want to be honest when it comes to friends,
because i love you.
i didnt know my presence was so insignificant,
i didnt know i was so forgettable,
i didnt know i was not a good enough friend.
i thought i tried my best to be there for each & every single one,
i thought we were happy together,
i thought i looked hard enough at how you feel,
i thought that was all good enough,
i thought you feel that too.
& im not being self centered here,
i am not doing what i hate most - assuming.
but i thought it was all mutual.
when did it become otherwise?
where did it go wrong?
where did i go wrong?
dont tell me how small the issue is,
i know exactly what you mean.
but im just being truthful to how i feel,
because you mean something to me.
it's often the slightest things,
the insignificant actions,
the little details,
the minor incidents,
that strike really hard.
because it reflects the most natural & genuine side.
& the result was upsetting.
once again, i am not mad.
i am not blaming anyone but myself.
i am not forcing any thoughts into you.
i am nothing but just missing you.
Labels: bacomm, friends, love
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